heyys.

i checked out some blogskins last time.
i'll spare some time to make it up.
and upload the pictures and all that.

today is monday.
a school holiday.
meaning parents have to work.
oh man,
i slacked at home again.

it's bored.
i past the long afternoon by sleeping.
then i read this book.
it's a short book.
but i really like it
cause it's very touching. ;D

its titled CHECKERS.
checkers is the character's dog.
checkers is a checkered black and white dog.
the character ends up in a mental hospital after
she killed her dog.
yeah but actually shes not that psycho.
so in the end she becomes the advisor or smt like that
in the mental hospital.
but she really kill her dog.
she was part blame.
so must really go read then will know.

EOY results coming out.
actually most out le.
left geog and languages.
my math was okay.
then science cause my physics i left
section C blank.
then like 10 marks bye.
so end up like missing my goal for science
by a bit.
oh you see the thriple science option is gone.
not that i must go thriple science.
it's just an option.
thriple.
i think i spelled it wrongly.
triple.
oh never mind.

i passed my history.
lucky.
mid year i fail okay.
then my language cannot live.
ar got tuition still very get average or below average marks.
i feel like a letdown to my parent's efforts and money.
aww.
i feel bad. D;
i hope my compo marks can miracly get higher.
to pull my marks up.
which i know is impossible.
sigh.
wa suddenly so depressed.
i hope my geog get high marks also.
everybody hopes that. XD

my vision getting worser everyday as i play DOTA.
after long hours at the com.
i don't want to wear specs!
hees.
then i'll have trouble playing soccer and everything.
even without our specs i can't see how
i'll be able to see where's the ball.

suddenly i realised something.
we don't have to be perfect in everything.
i used to think that we have to be perfect.
perfectionist.
but now i realised we don't.
we just need to do our best. ;D
well, that's easy to say of course.

troubled about what to take for next year.
FRUST.
i think i'll probably like tunren and alvis,
take 2 sciences and 1 humans plus half a module.
i mean a module.
half a subject.
yeah i hope 2k can be like same class.
hees.

gotta go.
it's getting late.
i keep forgetting tomorrow got school.
why can't the hols come faster. XD
CYA tomorrows.
BYEs.