heyys.

tday was okay.
in math we learnt matrices.
at first looks very hard.
but practise a while, then okay le.
chem we learnt periodic table.
atoms down the group is get bigger in size,
atoms across the period is get smaller.
i think.

wanted to go cca,
'cause it's at clementi,
we can eat KFC there.
i miss the times where we take our time at KFC,
even though we're late for training.
but tday got this cca final,
i also dk whether we got in from the heats luhh haha.

so we ran for the 4 x 400m intercca.
i'm pressurized, to be the first runner.
i fear that i may step on line on smt,
then the whole team dq.
our team picked up pace and finished second.
thanks to my teammates, not me,
i run relatively slower.
anw, thks to the ppl who cheered our team on.

aft that we went vivo join clement, brian and junwei,
and we bluffed them we got 2nd last place.
then yy run backwards, i jump sideways, yj fell down and nicholas throw baton on ground.
rofl, they believed it.
they are sure to be suprised at the prize presentation.

that's about it for tday.
go sleep le.
almost forgot tmrw got school, lol.
nites.

heyys.

tday is deepavali, festival of lights.
hence a public holiday.
where i can slack more than i already had.

cloudy day,
a pinch of grey clouds here and there.
but still rather lit up.

so what to do tday?

actually no plans for tday,
my dad said he want bring me out to walk the bidge at alexandra there.
i'm lazy to go out, used 'leg pain' as excuse.
i shld go learn a bike when recovered.
go swimming, learn to play a instrument.
hmm, guitar?
shld have learnt piano when i was young.
they say start from young learn faster or smt.
haha like talent like that.
now learn shld be no talent le.
in addition, i have no theory background.
haha, play bass instrument shld be hard to learn treble keys and chords.

suddenly i realised there are so many possibilities,
to the choices of life.
nowadays, i don't feel the optimism,
i used to feel last time.
this feeling you get when you look at the sky with the sun shining so brightly,
'heart-warming' feeling,
telling you tmrw's a better day,
there's still a bright future ahead.
this feeling comes back no more.
hmm, i wonder why.

there's so much to do at the end of the day,
too little time to complete,
because i'm just stuck on the sofa,
deciding not to do anything.
the 'potato sits still' symptom.
as in potato of the 'couch potato'.
or maybe i dota the day away with friends.
then its the 'dotaway' syptom.
as in 'dota away'.

zzz, the above 9 lines are created out of fun, lol.
actualy quite lame.
attempt to lengthen post.

oh yesterday i missed hsm 2 haa.
i looked at the front part.
then tunren call me dota.
of course i cannot decline,
long time haven't played with tunren le.
got time i must watch hsm 3.
it's quite a nice movie i think.
oh i also want watch quantum of solace,
despite it having the usual '007 bond' storyline.

okay, lunchtime already.
quite fast eh.
gtg, bye.

heyys.

it's a sunny saturday afternoon.
i'm sitting in front of the computer,
blogging with one hand, finishing up my ice-cream.
choco ice-cream, haha.

this week got back quite a number of results.
results still okay,
but nvr meet the targets i set.
i'm glad the tests are over.

bought the TI-84 plus graphic calculator yesterday,
it looks nicee,
very heavy though.
very cool can put games inside.
hee, i managed to dl a periodic table,
area formulae tutorial and world facts in it.

ran for cca yesterday too,
for the 4 x 400m.
haha, i always very scared of running 400m.
long distance to run at a relatively faster speed.
our team actually got first for the 100ms,
but got disqualified.
managed to run with a injured leg,
although not very fast, hees.

okay, gtg.
cya soon.
byes.

heyys.

what a dota match to end this day.
haha, it couldn't get any more miserable than this i guess.

yesterday our class had class outing.
go sentosa and watch movie at night.
hees.
fell down a bike twice.
then get scratches everywhere.
bryce say i too heavy, teehee.
i hope it heals fast, then i can play sports again.

the wound is not pain so long as its not stretched,
rubbed, touched or washed.
yeah, washing the wound is the worst.
the water touch the wound,
wah good game.
applying medicine on it is not that bad.
but the washing part, ouch.

didn't want to go cca tday,
nvr brought any thing to train.
but tday is jun wei's bday.
go celebrate with him.

HAPPY B'DAY jun wei,
you're a good friend. ;D
all the best in whatever you do. ;D

at least there's jun wei's b'day to celebrate tday.
or else it would really have been a boring day.
the badminton guys are really nice ppl.
they lend a listening ear always.
and the convo is always funny, haha.
like how yong zhi insulted his bro.
that was really funny.

heal injuries, heal.
recover le i can go train badminton.
and run arnd.
okay, gtg.
nites.

heyys.

sunny sundae!
sunday, i mean.
oh, walk in the morning sun on this sunday and eat a chocofudge sundae.
woah, that nicee feeling warming the heart. ;D

tday i'm going to slack at home.
i try to refrain from using too much com.
later eyesight become blurr.
tday got this 'okto' channel.
i haven't tune yet haha.
later i tune le, then sit on sofa open eyes and stare at the TV.
lool. ;D

on these sunny days, ntn is btr than to go outdoors and play some sport.
hee, but noone want play with me.
everyone have their own things to do, hee.
like going out or smt.
so cool luhh, i shld start finding smt to do too.
smt of interest, like gaming.
haha, dk yet, cannot think of anything fun to do.

marking day tmrw,
no school.
our class having class outing tmrw.
i hope we going to watch movie,
long time havent go watch movie le.

okay, gtg le.
byes.

heyys.

saturday, the clouds are seemingly grey.
looks like its going to rain in the afternoon.

tday woke up very late,
yesterday sleep very late also.

no training tday.
even if have, i don't think i can wake up so early and train.
haha.
but then there's not much to do today.
at home not many books to read.
play dota also very bored, haha.
sometimes, all play no work makes jack a slack boy.

yesterday was end of exams rite.
interesting day.
everybody went off to enjoy themselves.
we play bball in school until quite late.
haha, just go there shoot shoot.
but come out very tired, wrist very pain.
bryce say his neck very sore.
exams our neck support head down to read,
but play bball then neck must support head to look up.
haha quite true leh.
in the end skip lunch, ended up very hungry.
yy, bryce and me went to eat cup noodles.
zzz, 'eat fast die fast'.
no choice eat le then go home eat dinner le.
so just eat, but not too often haha.
later all the hair drop cause of the msg.

next week get back papers le.
shld be bah, cause going to be holidays.
this weekend shld be enjoyed thoroughly.
i like forget how to le, lol.
tday i immerse myself in my PC, tmrw then see how.
hmm.

okay, i also try see if can change blogskin.
gtg, enjoy and stay happy. ;D

heyys.

yay, last day of exams over.
finally, after so long.
no stress already.
haha, this feeling rocks luhh.
freedom. ;D

but what to do with so much freedom can also be a real problem.
it can get pretty boring, if you can't think of anything to do.
haha, how ironic.
exams is stress,
no exams no stress but v boring.

nvm, i see what i can do when i'm free.
used the PC for 6 hours le.
haha eyes cannot tahan le.
tmrw then continue blogging.

alright, enjoy the freedom.
nites ;D

heyys.

1st day of study break.
been mugging quite hard in the weekends.
quite hard as compared to normal days.
normal school days.
haha, normally come home do homework,
then on PC play dota for 1 or 2 hour,
then sleep.
but nearing the exams,
who will dare to do that right.
so i cut down my PC time.
by a bit, haha.
its the only mode of leisure for me.

these few days the regime is 'strict'.
breakfast, study, lunch, PC(yay!), sleep(if cant tahan), study, dinner, slack, study and sleep.
super boring, as you can see.
but it's necessary, in preparation for eoy.
or else i feel as if i nvr do anything for this eoy.
takeaway from this year's exam preparation:
try to do well in any tests or quizzes, big or small, and not hope only to score very well for the large impt papers.
i'm gg to relax aft this eoy, sink in my PC to game.
like mr tan say, 'btr relax now, year 4 v tough'.

i kind of miss badminton.
playing badminton.
haha, actually i miss the outdoors.
hmm, the desire to play sports is held back by the need to study.
how unhealthy that can bring to the mind.
split persona.

gtg, quite late le.
my last post before eoy.
good luck for eoys.
study hard but must stay happy(or try to) ;D
good night.

heyys.

tday's a public holiday.
hari raya puasa and children's day.
but tday's no day of celebrations for me.
it had become mugging day.

firstly, i woke up early tday to read lang arts in preparation for friday.
nt really very early but i still had to force myself out of bed.
next, i revised scs.
then my head felt giddy.
nevertheless, i continued to study a bit of geog.
then i 'rest forever', like what ms eu always let us do.
i study very slow leh.
i must read very long and digest then i continue to study smt else.

see my linking words not bad leh.
got 'firstly, next, nevertheless'.
haha.
but tday was a really boring day.
apart from studying i did little.

how hard it is to make studying enjoyable.
so very very hard.
i need to go outdoors and run arnd.
even playing catching also can.

this eoy is my 3rd one in rv.
sec 1 eoy i was very nervous i think,
haha, too long ago cannot remember le.
sec 2 i studied very very hard.
i remembered,
first time i see physics so hard, nvr even touch section c.
then after exam it was pure adrenaline rush to play soccer and go home dota.
the afternoon after the last paper last yr, i played some soccer and immediately went home to dota.
oh, it was just crazy and a total waste of time.
but the feeling was great, you know, being free again from all the exams.
it felt as if you could do whatever you wanted at that instance,
until a pt where you've think you have tried everything,
then there was ntn you could do after that.
it was like sitting in front of the desk, stoning,
thinking of smt you could do to kill time.('help, time's in trouble!')

this yr there is really no pressure to get a gpa of 3 and above in order to take triple science or smt.
but in 3A, it is nearly a must to get 3.0 and above.
an invisible barrier that must be jumped over.
a barrier set via the standard stereotype.
('ar, best class, all very clvr one.')
haha, everyone in class always complain abt this.
ouch, the pressure's just too intense.
the barrier's too close for comfort.

but in the end,
after we've conquered the 3.0gpa high jump
or any other goals we've set for ourselves,
we turn and look back at the goal we set for ourselves.
'that wasn't too high after all.', we might say.
so we push the bar even higher.
'wow, that's really high', other people say.
so we wanted to prove to them that we could do it.
we try again and again, beating more and more records.
consequently, there is ntn too high that can't be conquered.
no dreams too far that can be acheived.
the high jump analogy.

must push on.
just 2 more weeks to go. ;D
jiayous for eoy.
take care till after then.
i'll probably use the free time to change blogskin. ;D
impossible is nothing. - adidas
byes.