heyys.
haven't been blogging for quite a while.
how have you been?
have you been stressed out by the exams.
haha, relax a bit.
EOY is 30% of the 100%,
so that means the 70% of the year's marks are already past.
some bits of analogy above, shld make you destress one.
but anyway, still continue to work hard for EOY,
all this year's work sitting on the papers.
so jiayousjy. ;D

like everyone else, i find it extremely hard to focus and study books.
and i must write smt on a piece of paper or else i feel as if i did ntn at all.
like copying out the notes or trying to make these 'last-minute-notes.'
then study le also cannot remember very well.
my mind is degenerating le.
so rapidly that if i don't use it, it'll be gone.

shall relax tday, playday.
cya.

heyys.

haha, just ended a good game of dota.
hmm, 'good game'.
it simply means a game that made you feel
happy, good, literally.
a game won or a game loss doesn't matter.
what matters most is you have played your heart out.
haha, i can't remember the last time i concentrated to study,
like when i concentrate to dota.

going to finish up my work later.
tday was a thorough slack day.
oh i wonder how many more saturdays i can slack before i start studying for EOY.
jsut slacked arnd doing ntn.
thinking about something.
and doing hoemwork.

so it was quite a boring day.
i need another 1 week break with no holiday homework to revise EOY.
haha.
study leave come faster.

keeping my post short.
bye.

heyys.

sigh, CID kills brains totally.
this is more brain damaging then geog.
or geog claims to be but is not.

oh btw,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YIN SHAN.
have been great fun knowing you,
remember what sf and i used to call you in yr 2?
haha, jkjk lol.
enjoy what you have now,
be happy,
and all the best in what you do.

tday have been more towards a day of sadness.
get back progress report in the morning,
when i'm doing my physics notes examples.
no btr time to get my progress report,
the first subject i see is physics and its a B4.
60.
so very discouraging for to carry on doing physics.
the rest of my subjects were about that standard.
i've deproved 0.2 in GPA.
my math, chemistry and ss were the only ones i could be proud of.
i think it's because i like math and i put effort in revising chem and ss.
then i was wondering why my other 2 sciences all deprove.
later i found out,
ICAS was counted inside this term.
zzz, ICAS i did badly i think.
then my languages as usual borderline pass.
like what mu xin said tday,
'i pass language i can promote already'.
and we all agreed, jb, yx and me.
then yx said smt about the syllabus being dumb.
concentrate more on language already.
must start revising, start mugging.

hmm, this might be one of the last posts before the EOYs.
haha, less PC time, more revising time.
they are inversely proportionate to each other.
they co-exist but never would they be directly proportionate.
sounds like sentimental love?
haha two who co-exist but never express feelings towards each other.

okay, been blogging too long.
go study le,
good lucky for EOY,
happy bday yinshan,
cya arnd and take care.

heyys.

i've realised that i'm a SUM.
the opposite of BFG (big friendly giant)
small unfriendly monster.
haha, describes me well?

tday was an okay day.
lessons were ok, we started the day with math.
which i think is the best lesson of any day.
math.
and to start the day with math is like a bonus.
sets the mod for thinking for the rest of the day.

i'm pretty anxious abt the la test this friday.
my la results have been poor for yr 3.
i'm so eager to do well this time to save my la marks.
but sometimes i can't find main pts in text,
then gg already.

the physics lecture tday was very interesting.
highly engaging, loads of information.
that's as good a lecture can ever be.
haha, the grammar of my previous line tells you how my english standard is.
engrish , reminds me.
wait ar, i go put some pics that would be funny here.

heyys.

this would be the 355th post.
haha, in 10.25 days time,
this blog is turning one year old.
strictly speaking in terms of number of posts.

haha, tday my bag was comical.
everyone laugh at me, sobs.
but that's okay, i try to be a joker, haha.
that's the bag i used in year 1.
very small.
didn't manage to get a bag yesterday.
hope this weekend can go buy then don't have to use this small bag.
actually, this bag has nice design.
just that the straps too short or else i sure use.

tday was first day of term 4.
short term of study,
thanks to EOY exams.
usual lessons, all one hour long.
that's as long as it can get.
learnt something in physics and chem and biomed,
also got back math paper.
haha, i did well,
except for the careless mistake.
zzz, why do i have to make careless mistakes.
to remind me not to be careless anymore?
maybe.

aft school wanted to play bball.
but i couldn't find yongyu and yongzhi.
then i was peer pressured by classmates to go home.
haha, see peer pressure is not necessarily a bad thing.
so went home with classmates and did homework at home.
homework at home.
haha, duhh.

then i came across this newspaper article with a quote at the end.
hmm, quote of wisdom.
the type of stuff hui wen writes on her blog.
haha, i shall try and copy that from her.
so this quote was in chinese.
i translate to english here.

'the grass always looks greener on the other side',
think about why you chose to be here in the first place.
if you still think the other side is better for you,
then perhaps the change is better for you.

hmm, looks weird without the context.
the article was stating that in 10 ppl,
there are 4 ppl who think they chose the wrong job.
4 in 10, huge number.
so i guess the author is trying to tell us we must not regret our decisions,
once we chose to do smt,
do it well, to the best you can be.
yeah, don't regret the decisions you have already made.
unless you really really feel that the decision is worthy to make a change.
i hope i've brought some wisdom in your heads.

okay, gtg do cid report.
cya arnd somewhr.

heyys.

the last day of the week,
the end of holidays.
i think i used the holidays doing homework.
last 4 weeks to the exams ppl.
after this exam won't we be all full of smiles,
perhaps too bored with the free time.
maybe not yx, he strongly believes we shldn't study only for exam sake.
hmm, i think we ought to be practical ppl.
maybe i have no real stand,
education is suppose to be like this right?

whenever i open a book to study,
i'll fall asleep very fast.
unless its the BIO text book.
Bio text book is very interesting.
one-of-a-kind tb.
never makes me sleep.

so far, left la speech to do.
if i remember correctly.
i need to arrange all my homework inside the file.
cause my table is in a mess with homework everywhere.
the only place whr its neat,
its whr the teddy bears are placed.
haha.
i also need buy a bag tday.
my very loved converse bag's zip spoiled.
got 2 zips, both spoil.
that bag followed me for more than 2 years.

tday i shall make a list of the recent songs i favourite.
some were recommended by friends, while others i just picked up.
1. Crush- David Archuleta
2. Glamorous (Feat. Ludacris)- Fergie
3. Sunday Morning- Maroon 5
4. She will be loved- Maroon 5
5. When you're gone- Avril Lavigne
6. Hot- Avril Lavigne
7. Viva la vida- Coldplay
8. Take a bow- Rihanna
9. I don't love you- MCR
10. Fall for you- Secondhand serenade

haha, i love Maroon 5 and Avril Lavigne and MCR.
oh that reminds me.
Avril Lavigne's concert is tday in Singapore.
i've nvr been to a real life concert before i think.
not to any of the artistes nor bands i like.
haha, sad case ar me.
i guess when i grow up and go to Avril Lavigne's concert then,
she would be quite old i guess.
but she's still going to be very hot. ;D

gtg eat lunch.
cya at school ppl.
bye.

heyys.

friday night again.
on a september holiday.

i only finished one jian bao tday.
and one math question.
i spent most of the day sleeping or kicking balls around.
and watching my sis play maple.
zzz, maplestory. ;D

then now hui shan remind me still got ss homework.
now left one zuo wen, one speech and one ss.
all except ss i need help on.
i'll finish ss by tday, do the rest tmrw.

being in 3A is really stressful.
everyone doing homework.
everyone studying very hard.
at least most of the class.
that puts pressure on ppl like me in the class.
which want to do well but don't know how.
hard work?
but my selective lazyness is not wearing off yet.
there's some subjects no matter how hard i try, i never do well for it.
like english, chinese, ss.
dk why leh.
haha, in 3A, whenever i put my fingers on keyboard and mouse to play,
there are always second thoughts.
there sure is enjoyment of gaming,
but after that when i look at the work we have,
my heart turns all cold.
like there's smt missing,
smt regretful i did.
that's 3A for me alright.

okay, gtg le.
bye.

heyys.

yay, tday has been fast going.
it came so fast, passed so quickly.
too bad only do some homework.

ok, i must chiong my homework tmrw.
huishan and yujun also doing the same thing tmrw.
hmm, jiayous ppl.
ar, tmrw yy say want go watch movie.
haha, i cannot go because me want finish hw tmrw.
zzz, i just feel sad.
'throw homework aside and go party right away.'
my mind's tempting me alright.

but the exams are drawing near,
and the hols are already ending soon.
hols has been homework time all alon.
except mon and tues.
but for the rest of days, i've been slogging my brains out to do homework.
and i lose focus very fast, cannot concentrate.
which means my brains fly everywhere.

oh yeah, tday got back phy paper.
barely passed both my theory and prac.
i'm thankful for that already.
but like all tchrs say,
'i could have done better.'
zzz, me try hard for this paper, but no time.

okay, i suddenly feel very tired.
age's catching up.
no luhh joking, how old can i get. ;D
bye.

heyys.

omg, i just remembered the PE module test
that we're suppose to complete by sunday.
zzz, i nvr do 2 module test le, theory fail liao.
so PE sure C or smt.

putting that aside,
i'm back haha.
from the course.
the course ended late so i couldn't use the com for the last 2 days.
from the course,
i finally found the true meaning of studying.
and how to do well in EOY exams.
the instructors taught us tips about exams.
studying for it and scoring well for it.

learnt a lot from the course and the instructors.
felt that it was very useful in teaching me abt preparing for exams.
and it was very entertaining as well.
haha, dirty jokes.
joke.

oh ya this was not course, it's a seminar.
i'm changing my habit of gaming already.
cause i've got knocked in the head by what the instructors taught.
'next time also can play wad.'
they're not restricting the games,
but just teaching us how to arrange our time better.
but they never force us to use their metods.
they gave us choices.
choices we take are what decides our future.

haha, enough said abt the course.
damn we have so many homework to do.
zzz.
i nvr touch homework for 2 days.

yay gaming later.
i game le must go study.
no more excessive gaming for me.
hopefully that works out fine.

kept the post short,
bye.