heyys.

did it rain tday?
i think tonight going to rain leh,
just now saw tumulous clouds in the sky
when i was walking home.

that aside,
tday was momentarily depressing 'cause of the 'close-reality' fact
that i'm going to fail my chem test again.

but other than that,
the day was okaye.
my finger kena by ball tday.
it looks black now, haha.
but its going to be okay, i think.

ran 2.4 tday also,
not v fast, but i didn't feel very tired after completing.
i think i'm not making the effort to run.
maybe can try run again on monday
and make myself tired after it all.

logarithms are complicated stuff.
especially the solving equa of logs one.
that one is super difficult.
took me very long to think of smt logical.

don't think i can train tmr,
i shall just try,
cause badminton need use fingers also.
finger play.
unless its soccer, break finger nvm one.

getting late,
bye.

heyys.

grey coulds surround the sky on this sunday afternoon.
it's going to rain soon.
have to finish up the annotations before i go for tuition.
haha damn, i feel so controlled by life.

tday woke up very early to go sao3 mu4 for qing1 ming2 jie2.
then everyone went to my uncle's house to eat.
all the children were holding on to some hand-held electronic device,
including me.
everyone playing games.
my cousin has this red psp, looks damn cool.
stayed in the room and played until it was time to go.
i came out thrice to eat, haha.
nvr got to eat breakfast in the morning tday.

tmrw got chem test.
i still got some questions to ask the tcher.
chem is a bit like physics, 'cause got formula to memorise.
but obviously, chem is simpler to grasp.
although i can't deny physics is getting more and more interesting,
well maybe because i'm a weird guy to think likewise,
but the point is that chem is a more logical subject to me.

i guess biomed is okaye,
since it is what we are anyway.
and it is furthermore a very interesting subject.

tmrw we have to run 2.4 also.
runing 2.4km is just like a challenge to your mind.
if you tell yourself you can do it, then you definetly can do it.
but this also depends how realistic is your goal is.
like for example i want run under 10mins,
it is obviously crystal clear that i can't make it on time.
that's like 1.5 mins per round.
i wonder how i got 10.55 last year.
mental stuff.

"i can sense the rain coming.", says daredevil.
then he sees how beautiful electra is.
"you're beautiful," he says.
then he hears voices of people hinting a fight going on.
"i got to go.",
"no , stay. stay with me, please." electra pleads.
daredevil stays, kissing electra.

haha, happened to be watching daredevil on chnl 5 ytd.
then there was this scene as above.
i think this part makes the most sense.
cause other parts is just daredevil popping out of nowhere to fight people.
like the boss of the company.
dd kicked his knees until he knelt on the floor.
ouch, it must have hurt.

gtg,
bye.

heyys.

fridays,
a night of fun,
because we get to game together.
which of course can cause serious addiction,
and because there are 10 slots up,
i let many ppl down.
i've no choice, like wj said "first come first serve."
then only i can host somemore,
aiseh, must put the blame on me.
a high price to pay by all means.

tday was okaye.
PE was haha, fun.
cause we played floorball.
then yx like shoot all the way from far then go in.
then we first place. :x
cool stuff.

then training was all play.
but a lot of courts taken up.
want to play also no space,
so went out pull-up bar there.
first time i do 2 pull-ups. -.-
i can't do pull-ups, might fail NAPHA this year.
being 15 is lot of resposibility.
then for weak ppl like me,
who cannot do pull-ups,
it carries a bigger significance, don't you agree?

wa my math test get v low again lehh.
got pass, but i see the errors got some careless, then 3 marks gone straight.
there goes all my optimism about making a turnaround.
ntn to say about improving anymore. ._.

feels dizzy now.
the minds floating around.
letters on the board are flying in circles. (exaggeration)
i guess i'll live another day, without taking too much out of myself.

training+tuition tomorrow.
it's going to be a long day.
started the weekend in a wrong tone,
try to get back what i've lost.
gtg,
bye.

heyy.

had some time tday. ;D
decided to come post.

back very pain, can't turn to the sides.
how am i going to go for training tomorrow,
when i can't even turn my body.
see if it gets better tomorrow.

lessons were okaye tday.
now i know when i'll sleep in class le,
it's when there are powerpoint slides that are the same as the notes.
yes, then i'll fall asleep.
'cause like theres ntn to listen and look out for.
unless the slides are as interesting as the biomed tcher's one.
his one got animation and video one.
so it is very appealing to the eye. ;D

then played bball.
jumping makes my back pain.
shall refrain from jumping.

tomorrow's the last day of the week.
cheer.
haha, one lesson then break tmr.
very weird.
still got this chem test to study for on mon.
very pressure leh.
so many tests coming up.

gtg,
bye.

heyys.


haha, changed skin.
like finally.

haha, rushing to sleep le.
but i'l' finish what i want to say.

tday i noticed the clouds on my way home.
it was very orangey.
i thought like,
this clouds must reflect the sky or the sun right?
then i thought of this love phrase.
you're just like the sky/sun,
i'm like the clouds.
if you're happy, i'll be happy too.
if you cry, i cry too.

haha, i thought it was one of the best stuff,
my mind came up with.
ate a lot for dinner.
i always eat a lot for dinner.
when i'm eating, i think i concentrate on the food.
haha, sounds wrong.

oh well, gtg.
must hand in chem r&w tomorrow.
or else you gg.
haha, glhf (good luck have fun, yr say one),
bye.

heyys.

i'm staying up late these few nights.
then i tend to wake up very late tomorrow.
tomorrow cannot eat breakfast outside,
haha.
i shld be waking up very late tmr.

finished my homework finally tday.
now must come up with a plan for midyear.
so many stuff to study for science.
but lucky we have like a month, haha.
i doubt i'll get anything revised, anyway.
i'm soo lazy, haha.
it's a very difficult habit to change.

argh, the tv remote control's spoilt.
now i've to go up to the tv and click,
talking about lazyness.
now i'm like no control of the TV.
i feel so out of control of what i want to watch.

that just links up with life though,
like i always thought i have control of my life.
but actually i don't have complete control.
there are rules and parents to limit the control.
or you'd think running arnd naked is fashion.
then like everyone runs arnd naked,
since you have control anyway.

ohh, cannot imagine.
hahaha.
this is like lessons on life from my pt of view.
jsut like 'tuesdays with morrie'.
except that its not that formal as it is in the book.
i shall write about this type of stuff in my posts.

okaye, gtg.
have a super-duper sunday. ;D

heyy.

argh, dota ruins my life.
but i'm so into it somemore.
throwing away precious time.
best not to start, then try to stop.

spent tday at home.
ntn to do anw,
besides work and more work.

i miss chances because of dota.
chances to do so many sorts of things.
looking back, i'm so stpd to get into dota.
haha, even though its so much fun.

shall change blogskin soon.
this one very hard to click.
haha, change to full screen one?
perhaps haha.

ohya i almost forgot,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUNBIN!
hope your wishes come true.
haha, get a stead man. ;D

waa i'm hungry right now.
i get hungry always at this time.
then i'll ust ignore this feeling,
and hope i survive till breakfast.
like sunday mornings esp,
cause we get to go out and eat.
then i get to eat youtiao.
very nicee to eat, haha.
sunday is a day where i either stay at home
or go outside,
and spam all the food inside me.
sounds like eating disorder.
lactose intolerent.
maybe i have leh,
i don't like to drink milk,
dairy products to sum it up.
the taste is weird to me.
then must eat lots of nuts to make up for the calcium loss.

so random tday.
it's saturday tday meh?
cheh, pass 12 le.
i thought saturday, then why no tuition. ._.
wah, my IE lagging,
cannot change skin tday.
sigh, maybe if i didn't dota just now,
i could change skin. :D

anw, gtg.
bye.

heyys.

knew this day would come.
300th post annivesary.
is that how you spell annivesary?

wow, time passes so quickly.
300th post already.
maybe sometime before i know it,
500th post will come.

tday we got back our progress report.
it was terrible looking at my gpa,
but somehow i survived.
must work doubly hard this term.
less DOTA.
more revision.
sadly, that's the way students should work.
because the assessment is of such high inputs.

i'm so hungry now,
only ate bread for lunch.
tday raining in the afternoon.
then even after the physics lesson haven't stop.
then i went home alone.
walked home from the MRT.
long time nvr take bus home le, haha.

jsut realised our group hasn't done our gpp.
and i left the piece of discussion thing at school.
how now, omg.
later then come back see how.
go eat dinner first.
iresponsible me. :x

bye.

heyys.

longg time not here le.
my IE very laggy,
that's why nvr come post.

tday i saw a monkey.
or rather, sf saw a monkey and pointed it o me.
then i tot he refering to me ;D
that's the funny part.
it's a rare sight of monkey.
on the rooftop.
then later it disappeared.

tday i drenched my shirt out at PE.
playing in uniform.
nvm we made it to semis. ;D

math test so diff can kill ppl.
look at the questions, blank mind.
then my hand start shaking so i decide to write down something,
anything will do.
when somebody's calculator drops,
you know he's nervous.
i drop 1 time, yx drop 3.
oh haha.

the timetable become so weird.
we have triple science after recess on wed.
practically triple.
then lesson getting longer and longer.

over 11 le.
gotta go.
bye.

heyys.

first day of the hols.
picked up 'tuesdays with Morrie'.
v meaningful book.
enjoying every part of the book.

spent the morning on the com.
i tried to do some homework in the afternoon.
loads of homework lehh.
like wj said, i'd rather have lessons at school,
then have 3 times as much homework.

most of the time i read the book.
i'm at the seventh tuesday already. ;D
after reading the book,
it makes you feel that every moment of life is very precious,
not about to be wasted.
you won't know how precious it is,
until you lose something.
but in the book, morrie didn't lose anything, yet.
he was a very optimistic man.
i should learn this from him actually.

training tomorrow at school
catching a movie after that? ;D
love the team manzxc.

haha, 6 more days to go.
for the time being though,
bye. :D

heyys.

start of school hols,
haha.
lots of homework to complete.
must plan time well.

got training next week;
tues and fri.
haha, training is tough.
'cause i got no stamina unfortunately.

must start to work hard for term 2.
or else the whole year gg le.
but it's so tough to keep yourself in books the whole day.

haha, yesterday i saw this singtel advert.
very tempting lehh.
subscribe for broadband connection,
can get one X-BOX,
or a mini tower dell PC,
or a apple macbook.
very rare adverts.
but promotion ends tday.
so if you're interested,
may want to consider singtel.

changing blogskin soon.
see if it laggs.
give comments to it haha. ;D

looks dark and tumulous [haha] clouds outside
going to rain soon.
oh well.
bring your umbrellas out then,
if you happen to have no windows and
reading my blog.
oo haha.

gotta go,
bye.

heyys.

stroke of midnight
just passed.
and i need to wake up at 6 tomorrow.

my tagboard laggs big time.
shall go change to a default one.
i think my whole blog laggs.
maybe the info's too big?
i don't know lehh.
if you know why must tell me horr.
even when i load it, it will lagg.
what an incovenience it has caused.

tday is a nicee day.
cause it's like last day of the week.
then holidays.
hooray.
but holidays with reading and writing assignment
for almost every subject is not very nicee isit?
going to spend holidays doing homework again.
life can't get worse than this.
rofl, haha.

got to work harder for next term.
working out of what i fallen into.
must be optimistic ;D
life's suddenly got to be great.

gotta go.
enjoy your holidays
if you can. ;D

heyys.

aiseh, tday is a sad day.
according to my definition,
a sad day is sad because to me,
the whole world's crumbling down,
leaving me with the regrets and remorse.

failed my chinese compre.
all the answer not up to point one.
man, i scuk.


tomorrow ss test.
wth.
i can't do the questions.


what's wrong with me.
failing almost every test and quiz.
no more tops for any thing.


maybe i shld just work harder next time.
but how much is harder?
i tried,
but when is it ever enough.


haha, i sound so emo. -.-
but that's the truth mah.


nvm let's post joke here.
clement told me this on. [applause to clement]
q: when superman and batman starts a race,
who will win.
a: when batman begins, superman returns. [hee]
ohwell. haha.


i forgot the rest of the jokes le.
haha, next time i try post here.


everything's so confusing.
i have low hopes.

good luck for ss ppl.
gotta go.
bye.

heyys.

so lethargic now.
going to sleep after this post.

haha, i looking at nutritional values
of cup noodles and KFC chicken.
interesting results.
well not very suprising,
but 2 pieces of extra crispy chicken has
much more cholestrol and fats then cup noodles.
original recipe chicken is also more 'healthy' than extra crispy.
in a way it has less fats, but more sodium.
i wonder what sodium is used for in our body.
because i saw the cup noodles there write 1434mg of sodium,
only 60% of the daily values.
why do we need so much of sodium.
i'm lazy to find out.
hopes someone tells me why. ;D

nothing much happened at cca tday.
except we lost to sec 4 girls in a game of doubles.
then we had to do 200 push-ups.
sad, now my arm still pain.

gotta go soon.
it's a wednesday tomorrow.
fried food day.
hence we shan't care about the calories anymore.
haha.
and our life expectancy is suppose to be 70+.
oh well.
bye.

heyys.

i feel dizzy,
haha i don't know why.
maybe i think too much.

it rained in the afternoon tday.
i love the rain. haha.
it makes the earth cooler.
my sis must be having indoor activities then.
haha.

congrats to brian.
he say the teacher say he captain for badminton.
wow, blue rings for the man.

shall go do physics.
bye.

heyys.

late sunday haha.
shall post before i sleep.

my sis going camp tomorrow.
haha,
pri 5 camp.
i remember when i had it
also very fun.
then my group only got me in my class,
so i made friends
and it turned out to be very fun.
got outdoor cooking,
rock wall,
raft making.
that's all i can remember.
the first night there i couldn't sleep
even though it was late at 1 am.
but the second night i was so tired i slept
when i got in the chalet.
yes, we slept in the chalet,
nvr did any camping. ;D

tday i turned into a com potato.
most of the day on the com.
my eyes going crazy liao.
-.0

aiseh, another week before hols.
last week.
then can wake up late everyday.
yayyayyay.
;D

gotta go.
bye.

heyys.

tday's cip was cool.
haha. ;D

met to eat breakfast.
then went school together.

got to the place,
and was told what to do.
we spent almost our whole day there.
the morning cleaning up the elderly's home,
and the afternoon chatting with the elderly.
then the elderly thought i 20+ yrs old.
haha.

can't see the diff before and after the clean-up,
but we cleaned the floors and the windows,
the cupboards and the toilet.
no, toilet is done by a guy from 3D.
he's our translator for the day.
'cause the elderly speaks cantonese.
i only can understand,
nvr actually tried to speak haha.

we did a chore for the elderly too.
we went down to get him detergent.
yeah, then we saw ppl slacking. -.-
we stayed with our elderly till it was time to go down.
then got many ppl playing cards haha.
dinner was cool too.
i hope the elderly really appreciates our acts.
i think he was a very nicee person,
because he told us stuff like the way he will talk to a friend.
but we just came for 2 days
and he could talk to us like a frend.

i really enjoyed helping the elderly.
hope i could have a chance to go back and visit the elderly.
as teachers have said,
when doing such CIP,
it's a long-term commitment.
it's a long process understanding the ppl,
but it's a very fun experience too.

lots of reflection from CIP,
glad i didn't waste another saturday for nothing.

gotta go,
bye.