heyys.

haha, managed to finish all my work.
so i came to write smt.

the world's so different without the sun.
tday morning it was sunny,
the skies are blue.
but now, the sun is gone,
leaving bits and pieces of grey clouds behind.

that's probably good news to the constuction workers downstairs.
they work in the day and in the night.
i see the crane moving at night.
tough work.
if it's tough work, then why do they get paid lesser than other ppl.
then ppl who work by thinking.
is hands-on labour worth less than mental labour?

i wonder what i'm going to be when i grow up.
remember, in kindergarden teachers want you
to draw what you want to be when you grow up.
i remembered what i drew: a sportscar racer.
haha, influenced by cartoons maybe,
sportscar racers seem to be the coolest job then.

what did you all draw on the paper last time then?
astronauts, chefs, policeman, doctor, zoo keeper...
lot of options last time.
but you must have come to realise that soon,
your ambitions seem more and more unreal.
not really down-to-the-earth.
then the picture was torn and threw in a wastebasket at the back of your mind.
new pictures must have been painted.
no longer is being a racer my ambition anymore, haha.
actually racing doesn't seem so bad.
but it's pretty dangerous.

i sound like i'm trying to make you recall all about last time.
sometimes, we must take time to recall what we did last time.
find back our childhood.
refresh the picturesque memories.
so you can keep it for a long long time.
sometimes memories are what we have to
make a desperate attempt to return back to time.

what time do we have left in our youngadult-hood?
it's really little if you don't make anything out of it.
to some it all up in a nutshell,
treasure the time thou have.

well, my speech has ended. (applause)
all that stuff came out of my mind somehow,
manzxc, am i a weird person.

exams round the corner,
study hard, jiayous everyone.
the reality is really simple,
study hard, get a job that requires mental labour,
and manzxc there you go with your life.
jing4 ye4 le4 ye4, remember?

gtg, bye.