heyys.
tday's a public holiday.
hari raya puasa and children's day.
but tday's no day of celebrations for me.
it had become mugging day.
firstly, i woke up early tday to read lang arts in preparation for friday.
nt really very early but i still had to force myself out of bed.
next, i revised scs.
then my head felt giddy.
nevertheless, i continued to study a bit of geog.
then i 'rest forever', like what ms eu always let us do.
i study very slow leh.
i must read very long and digest then i continue to study smt else.
see my linking words not bad leh.
got 'firstly, next, nevertheless'.
haha.
but tday was a really boring day.
apart from studying i did little.
how hard it is to make studying enjoyable.
so very very hard.
i need to go outdoors and run arnd.
even playing catching also can.
this eoy is my 3rd one in rv.
sec 1 eoy i was very nervous i think,
haha, too long ago cannot remember le.
sec 2 i studied very very hard.
i remembered,
first time i see physics so hard, nvr even touch section c.
then after exam it was pure adrenaline rush to play soccer and go home dota.
the afternoon after the last paper last yr, i played some soccer and immediately went home to dota.
oh, it was just crazy and a total waste of time.
but the feeling was great, you know, being free again from all the exams.
it felt as if you could do whatever you wanted at that instance,
until a pt where you've think you have tried everything,
then there was ntn you could do after that.
it was like sitting in front of the desk, stoning,
thinking of smt you could do to kill time.('help, time's in trouble!')
this yr there is really no pressure to get a gpa of 3 and above in order to take triple science or smt.
but in 3A, it is nearly a must to get 3.0 and above.
an invisible barrier that must be jumped over.
a barrier set via the standard stereotype.
('ar, best class, all very clvr one.')
haha, everyone in class always complain abt this.
ouch, the pressure's just too intense.
the barrier's too close for comfort.
but in the end,
after we've conquered the 3.0gpa high jump
or any other goals we've set for ourselves,
we turn and look back at the goal we set for ourselves.
'that wasn't too high after all.', we might say.
so we push the bar even higher.
'wow, that's really high', other people say.
so we wanted to prove to them that we could do it.
we try again and again, beating more and more records.
consequently, there is ntn too high that can't be conquered.
no dreams too far that can be acheived.
the high jump analogy.
must push on.
just 2 more weeks to go. ;D
jiayous for eoy.
take care till after then.
i'll probably use the free time to change blogskin. ;D
impossible is nothing. - adidas
byes.