posting for the second time tday.
i'm bored. ;D
this afternoon went out with bryce and jun ming.
to west mall.
3 person only, didn't go bowling.
went to eat at burger king, then walked arnd the mall.
went to see what shows the cinema offered.
then went to arcade and played some arcade games(haha, duhh)
then went home aft that.
at least i spent the afternoon outside.
or else i'll be tempted to go play dota again.
tday play super long.
my eyesight gone le.
i try limiting myself to 2-3 hours a day?
haha, try try.
then i went to eat dinner outside.
usually i eat dinner at home,
so it's one of those 'rare' opportunities, eating dinner outside.
ate noodles.
then i saw these 3 kids seated to a table in front of me.
looking at their happy faces,
eating their dinner with no real rush,
chatting happily away.
i had this flashback.
i missed those days as a child.
a really young average one.
like when i was not v tall,
in pri school.
it must have been a long time since then.
i don't remember any childhood friends from the past.
that's partly because my parents didn't allow me to go out to play with my friends.
which were also due to the fact that my pri school was miles away from my house.
hence, i didn't make any friends.
maybe except my tuition friends,
cause my parents sent me to tuition on fridays and the weekends.
but i rarely talked to anyone too.
maybe it had to do with this incident.
there was this good friend i had in tuition.
he was and still is my neighbour.
i think it's partly me to blame for drawing a pig in tuition class,
and labeling it as his name.
haha, well what can you expect from a pri 3 or 4, lol?
that might have been one of the last times i ever pranked on anybody.
but i remember i apologised to him and his father,
his dad was so furious he come scold me.
i vaguely remember all of that.
unhappy memories?
i'd rather label them as my 'childhood memories'.
back to the 3 boys seated at the table in front of me.
i nvr really had those experiences as them.
eating away,
not stressing abt any homework.
especially chatting happily.
haha, i think i didn't chat happily at all when i was young.
or maybe i did but forgot.
i remember my mother bringing me and my sister out to the market.
haha, i missed those days too.
to think of it now,
i wonder why i didn't treasure those days.
not that i complained abt going to the market when i was young,
i did enjoy going to the market very much.
but why did i think that those days would always be the same when you grow up.
hmm, maybe i didn't think so last time.
it'll never be the same when you grow up.
i miss being an average kid again.
ok, i think i'm done with these flashbacks.
hees i guess that's all i wanted to blog about anyway.
cya at school tmrw.
byes.
Labels: flashbacks and recollections
