heyys.

sigh,
got told off by form teacher for eating in class.
actually, not 'told off', it's more of being scolded.
ar, anyway you get the idea.
plus, i'm a chairperson somemore.
as i've written in my reflection,
'with great power comes great responsibility.'
lol, nothing to add in so added this quote from spiderman.
rly, i can prepare to get sacked by tmrw.
which literally, removes a whole load of expectations.

have you ever thought of what career to pick up when you grow up?
well, apparently i have recently.
to be a doctor.
but, it's difficult to foresee if my interests will waver as time passes by.
forgotten if i've posted this before,
i wanted to become a racer when i was young.
haha, i drew myself in a race car for my teacher last time.
that was very long ago, when i was p2 or p3.
but then as i grew up, dreams are slowly crushed by reality.
reality checks reveal loopholes in my dreams and ambitions.
loads of it.
lols, that instantly killed so many thoughts.
i think the reason why i want to be a doctor,
is because being a doctor, i can play a part in the patient's life.
an important part.
haha, i look up to doctors when i go to the clinic, or the hospital,
don't you?
it's like they are the only people who can 'save' you from illness.
right?
that's a comforting thought.

but there are still so many choices of jobs out there.
i mean variety, not vacancies, lols.
wouldn't more and more dreams get crossed out as reality rings in your mind.
nothing is certainin the future,
and would following your heart help you then.
rly, it's so hard to make decisions for the future,
without knowing what you want in life.

it's late,
need to sleep, good night.