heyys.

i'm feeling quite sad now that my relatives went back le.
there's this strong feeling,
it makes my heart feel stiff and cold,
as if my heart isn't there already.
i miss my relatives.
i was fighting back my tears at the airport.
haha, i've got emotions alright.

my relatives shld havejust reached kuantan by now.
their flight was 7.10pm.
we were in changi airport at 5pm plus.
then we exchanged farewells and they went in.
in the area whr only boarding passengers can go one.
departure hall i think.
haha, heard it's gst free.
the goods can buy at lower prices.
foreign visitors can also claim back their gst tax from all the stuff they're bring back home.
haha, cool.
i was thinking if they could help us buy stuff at a lower price inside and then give us back the next time we meet again.
but i realized that was a dumb idea, to go so far just to skip 7% of taxes.
i feel that the airport amazing place.
it is where you feel happy when waiting for the arrival of family and friends.
it is also where you feel sad when sending family and friends to departure.
arrival and departure. happy and sad.
2 different emotions in one place. lols.
that's what makes it amazing.

tday,
went to botanic gardens in the morning.
took pretty pictures of flowers there.
got stung by some insect.
maybe it was a bee
because the pain was so intense that my leg jerked upwards and my slipper slipped off my leg and hit my cousin's head.
lol, damn sry.
it felt more like a reflex action.
my right leg just jerked up when the bee stung me.
first time stung by insect. lol, besides mosquitoes.
i think i agitated it when it flew across my head as i waved it away.
next time i dont wave insects away le. lol. i dodge them instead.

ate lunch at queensway.
very filling as usual.
so that my relatives won't feel hungry so fast during the flight.

hope my family and i can go to kuantan and visit my relatives during november or december.
all i've got to do now is study hard till the next hols.
my grandmother hopes that i can do well for exams, listen to my parents and stay healthy.
i'll definitely work hard for it.

alright, i guess tday marks the start of the not-so school holidays.
the original hols are those like the last few days i spent with my relatives.
happy and carefree, not touching any homework at all.
now in not-so hols, i must do a bit of homework everyday, do projects and maybe study a little.
reverting back to normal days.
i try not to look back at the happy memories so often,
it makes the sad feeling come back again.
it takes a while before the sad feeling disappears.
gtg, bye.
good nights