heyys.

today damn sad. totally depressed. i'm trying to get over the defeat.
this defeat is a hard one to swallow though.

RV vs BUKITBATOK. 1-4. arrgh. i lost my doubles. and got talked to by the umpire and the coach for SHA-ing in front of the opponent. i really have no manners. but i have sportsmanship. i do, don't i?
but seriously i didn't know that you cant SHA to the opponent and show the fist. i mean not like to punch the opponent. well i'm not that tough. XD like when you score a point you can't even celebrate in this way. i'm used to it already. LOLs.
i think i played TOO seriously. i wanted to win so much. the pressure is too much. argh. i fell to pieces after that defeat.

anyways yongyu won one point for us. but LOLs. we still lost.
atleast cheehow won one set against a sec2. and the sec2 is tall.
cheehow is a sec1 by the way.

this time the result is disappointing.
but no use crying over spilled milk. the only thing i can do now is to train harder and aim to get in the B div team. which is hard. cause got sec3 also. so must work doubly hard.
maybe i can do it. maybe i can't.

suddenly i feel like i lost all my confidence.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SZEFAN anyway. cause maybe tomorrow i not going to BLOG. got tests on friday mah. need to study.
may your wishes come true for the next year. well if thats going to happen make me taller. XD

atleast i'm cheering up.
i dont wanna be sad tomorrow.
cause its SZEFAN's birthday. i havent bought any presents yet though. sorry. i today no time. but you could arrange for a soccer match sometime and i will be there anytime you want to play soccer. XD

at macdonalds the whole team was like totally depressed lar. but we did have fun there anyway.
especially during the game "WHO IS AN ***HOLE". must eat the fries in a dunno what mixture. XD its a sick game though.

at least theres a badminton team here who gone through victorys and defeats together.
we shall go fight for our place in the BDIV next year. then we will win next year maybe?
WE WILL.

CYA tomorrow.
good luck for schools like KRANJI & BUKITBATOK to go in TOP4. XD
BYE.